[dispatch]

listening to: internet feed of dispatch, my new fall sound...they're unreal.

mood: anxious. actually no. restless. bedrest has left too much space for thoughts too far away from here. i've been in a mode of constant re-think about things not relevant to now. uneasy. i think i'm going to have to start travelling a little lighter than i have been. damnit.

'you are young man, uou must be living
go now you are forgiven

[....this fight is not worth fighting.']

[ha. wow for lyrical ambiguity]

thoughts: heading into week two feels like standing at the edge of another wave about to break. due to the back i'm switching classes with mike [there is no way i can take on my 30-odd tickle-prone beginner class this week, ha.]. a little anxious but definately excited to put myself out there with another group. strangely sad to not see my little guys this week [i was getting all protective about them trying to plan tomorrows lessons with mike haha] but i know mike will be absolutely excellent :) i'm really proud of him, oystein too. we're a neat team [and ironically all with equally unruly brown curly hair ...wonder if we planned that].

tomorrow night we're going to be broken into our mini task teams to help Michael, Bruce and Wendy [BAB coordinators] finish up the Cambodian Paralegal Project they've been working incredibly hard on over the past two years. Its a really cool project thats main focus is to educate literate cambodians about their legal rights so they can hopefully improve the situations of themselves and their communities. I'll post more about it once I understand it better myself.

ah dear.

i will learn to let go. i will.
thank god for new music.
i am learning to listen.

good night.